"And I miss you!" she cried out in her head. The sound of her own voice tripled, hitting the walls of her brain, it echoed behind her eyes. "And I miss you!" It was the only thing she couldn't say out loud. She felt too noisy all of a sudden, her hands and feet went cold. Those four words kept on exploding inside her, each blow hurting a bit more. "And I miss you!" Like a gunfight in her mind, the bullets kept making holes in the old thick walls. More than anything, she was scared of this, the mere possibility of her walls coming down on her, burying her down to the ground, suffocating her like an endless nightmare, so dark and spooky.
So instead of saying it loud, she just watched her go again, like she always did.
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